So as of late I've been on a journey trying to find what I want in life and who I want to be in the future.My progress: I'm slowly learning I'm not perfect and learning to love myself so that I can better love others. You may laugh or think whatever I'm conceited but lets face it how many of us actually accept our imperfections?
For me I'm a stubborn, spoiled, selfish lil brat who NEEDS to get her way. Yea, truth hurts but I also know how I got this way so hopefully I can undo the damage. Idk why I'm doing this. Maybe its because I've learned that I'm not a singular person whose actions affect only me. Just the other day a girl in a lower choir than me at school came up to me and told me she looked up to me. (I'm in the elite of my school choir.) Then lately I have been sitting in with our beginner singing class and found out that they too look to me for an example. Its crazy. I would have never though that anyone would look up to me so I want to clean up my act to be the best role model for them and be the person I want to be. Its really hard -.-; Its a challenge worth taking. My goal is to at least make this world a lil more tolerable even for just one person because if I brighten that one person's life a little they can do the same to another and so on. Lol maybe I'm just a naive silly girl I'll let you decide, just do me a favor. Remember you have the power to do good and be great; now use it. Well idk if anyone actually reads this but whatever. Its nice to let the world know what I'm thinking sometimes even if the world is just one person. ^^